My worst fears have come true: I've fallen behind.
This is officially not fun anymore.
After a close, dear friend's death in May and then spending a good week getting over illness, I have fallen behind. If it weren't for my instructor's patience and understanding, I would be in jeopardy of failing rather than falling behind.
Harsh words have been spoken. Tears have been shed. It has not been pretty.
Every bit of momentum I had has been sucked out of my sails.
But I'm still in it. I will get through this if I have to claw and scrape my way through.
Just hang in there hun! It will get better, we cant control all life events, we just roll with the punches :) You can do it!
ReplyDeleteThank you, I certainly feel beat up. Steno has taught me more about myself than writing this past week...things like self-forgiveness and the power of laughter.
ReplyDeleteYou can do this, MK, Just hang in there. It'll get better, I'm sure of it!
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